For My Favorite Thankless!

I realized that I don't love you anymore, because everything look so good but the reality is that we can't escape from ourselves, we are lost now, you didn't hold my hand when I needed to you... and I can't deny how much I love you, how much I need you now, but my scars are so deep that you can't be my cure, not here... I'll be waiting for a miracle like ever, and maybe you will be next to me tomorrow in the ocean and I will hear your breathing once again and I hope that I can be the air in the water for you...

Tonight I was looking for you but you didn't get a little signal for me, and thanks! because now I know that you feel the same, you feel that you don't love me either... I can say now we will be many days on the same bed but not in the same body.

23-jan.11

Leaving all the dreams behind because there is not time of creating... at the end everything seems to be the same thing: the dreams are always better than the reality, you can feel each thing from an aroma until a texture but that doesn't mean that your experiences are somehow important for someone else.




You can be in the life without fixed direction, and somebody can guide the path telling you the raw truth and somebody can shake your head, can tell you that everything will be allright... but the truth is other -you're alone-, you can't trust because people are weak and many of these are just liars. Life is like this: you are just another truck in this path you have a charge to carry on but that isn't the special component of nothing is just your own fate, you can leave it behind or face the world with your "crew" -family, friends...-



I say this because I'm tired of the difficulties, -perhaps I'm a lazy- I thank about the things that I learned with my siblings of specie, thanks once again I learned things that nobody taught me. I say good-bye because sometimes the spirit is gone but the body remains just here. Bye-bye and thanks